Okay so I have this huge issue with myself. I have this humongous feeling which makes me believe that I am the most physically weak creature on earth. I have 0 confidence in my health. Oh I have already written a note about this in Face Book My "illness syndrome". Basically I feel I'm becoming a burden to others since I'm not physically fit like others. I keep going into a shell which eventually becomes a catastrophe with my loved ones. I almost ruined a beautiful Friday evening this week. Thanks to my syndrome!
That is when someone decided to work on my confidence level with respect to health/fitness. The first step towards this was to hit a Nike store and buy some awesome pair of runner shoes and track suit! OMG, I have never ever imagined of going to a Nike store and buying sports stuff for myself!!! This is beyond my imagination! Okay finally it happened! Investing on Nike :) Now the main agenda is to put them into work.
This Sunday the unbelievable event happened. I ran :)
What is this hoo-ha about me running? It is because this is my first big step towards overcoming my fear of illness. Fear that I cannot do many things which others do. Everyone runs. But I can run too. I too felt how it is to almost glide through the long and beautiful pavements of Cubbon Park. I too climbed a small tree and had a tiny-little cup of tea sitting there. I enjoyed the sight all those Beverly-Hills-Of-India canine club. I loved seeing this cute-little Dalmation and a sweet Beagle and those heavy & shiny Retrievers. It was like running inside a zoo! Ha ha.
I want to thank someone for inspiring and driving me so much to run! Without You, it wouldnt have happened at all! THANKKK YOUUU for kicking me out of my couch and making me run!!!!!
I would love to believe that I'm healthy and can do everything which everyone else does! I'm fit and fine! I'm good enough to go a long way in life! Let me hope to continue these runs hereafter and make my loved ones happy :) I am hoping to be completely out of this shell soon!!! Run Anju Run!
This is the song which played in my mind while I was running/ gliding :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wH8SxG6jYac
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